I am so tired. Exhausted. Absolutely dragging. I want to go home and cuddle my boy and my dog. I want to sleep for like the next 18 hours. But unfortunately I can't. I need to do homework tonight. I have trial. I'm probably going to the theater tonight. Life is such a mess... I hate it that way. I wish that things would sort themselves out, I wish that things would be normal and things can be right again. I am never going to have time to catch up on my sleep. Ever. *sigh*

Sitting here
Contemplating packing my things
So much of me wants to run

some days

Just really blow. Others are phenom. Saturday was amazing. I went to adventureland with my family and I loved every minute of it. Today, yesterday, and Sunday I have been so sick. I want to curl up in a ball and die. That is what makes me feel like I'd be happiest.