06 Pessimistic

Sometimes I don't know why I try. Sometimes I don't know why I care. Sometimes I think I care too much. I care til hurts me and then I'm told I "just do too much."

It's those times that I feel like I can't do anything like I shouldn't be here since I can't do enough why should I bother doing anything. It hurts like you wouldn't believe.

I can't write like I used to... it's just not there...the creative bug is gone. I don't know where it went or what happened to it or why it left it just *did* and that bothers me a lot.

I can't...