7/30/08

love

"I love you
You love me
We're a happy family
with a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
won't you say you love me too"

It's funny to me... how a children's song... from a show that I despise is mimicking my mood so well. All I want to know ... do you? Honestly. And why?? Last time you answered you told me it was because I was like your favorite pair of jeans. That fits no matter what. Only better. I get that. But. . . why couldn't you have told me this two years ago.

*HE* loves me. More than anyone ever has. More than anyone should. So I picked him. I made him wait so long to even get a chance. . . and then longer for anything more than a chance. And yes. . . You've done a lot. You've waited a lot. But guess what? You could have had everything in high school. I'm devastated by this and I'm just starting to be okay again.

I move in like two weeks. That's not my annoying Valley Girl voice. . . that's me not wanting to count. Suuuuuper excited about it.

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