i'm so fucking sick of this.

all of it.

i want to leave. and i never want to see most people again.

i haven't felt as unloved as i feel right now for a long time

my parents didn't want me home

my boyfriend doesn't want me here

my girlfriends. fuck if i know what they're doing.

i want to run away

and i want to cry

but i'm so sick of crying

i just want to leave.

forever.