It's been forever since I've written anything. So I'm going to try and keep my thoughts as normal and sane and as "in order" as I possibly can.

Let's start with this. I got nominated for "top junior at Drake" and it's an honor to be nominated. I didn't get it. But I was eligible and with my history here that's just phenomenal to me. I'm quite happy. I love life today.

As I was driving I saw a sticker on a rear window "formula feeding is the longest lasting uncontrolled medical experiment lacking informed consent in the history of medicine." the license plate said "midwife". Are you kidding me? That would require me to stay home with my child all the time. I can't do that. (my hypothetical child) I plan on being the breadwinner in my family, and telling me that I will be medically experimenting on my baby pisses me the fuck off.

I'm sick of the drama that surrounds me with Drake. But I'm certain that it will be the same every where else. It's school. Drama seems to follow schools. Drives me up the wall, but I'm just too nice to people. Makes me feel good to think I can help people.

Relays was amazing. I had so much fun catching up with some of the alumni that I've missed so much. Things would have been so much better if my Sonja had been around.. but I mean things were good. I loved it. I don't know that I've had more fun in a long time. I have 32 days left until I'm legal to drink. Which is fun. I can't wait to go sit in a ritzy bar and have a glass of wine and listen to the piano... not that I have the bar picked out... I also can't wait to go to the dirty bars and drink bottle beer because everything else might give me diseases and have fun doing both.

Drew and I are so good. So fabulous and happy and sickening and I love him <3. Just as an update.