scared

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boyfriend needs to get out of bed!!! Super frustrating

I'm booooored. and at his house

stupid drake west made me move my car... so it's at his house til sunday.

sometimes I look in your eyes
the reflection terrifies my own
where did youth vanish to
despise growing up
making decisions; please no

I don't want to grow old. I don't really want to get any older than I am today. It scares the *shit* out of me.

Some dumb drunk girl paid me $5 to drive her from Drake West to the Dublin!! Ridiculous huh. Granted I probably wouldn't have done it for 1 or 2. . . I was moving Glenn's car anyway cuz he was impaired and couldn't. God I was a good girl. I haven't been *drunk* yet.