Dreams. God awful and horrifyingly scary

So I had this dream. And it was *awful*

In the beginning I was raped... but my family didn't believe it. I didn't go to the police because... well... I didn't want to deal with it. I wasn't strong enough. I thought it would simply go away. And then I got pregnant. That's why the family didn't believe me. But it was a white guy that raped me... so... obviously... lol

I was pregnant with twins. And since the family knew about it...abortion wasn't an option. Drew's friend Dinah who just got married was going to adopt the babies and that way I could be a part of their life. She was also pregnant...with twins...and adopting mine was supposed to make her get an abortion because if she gave birth it would kill her. She didn't believe that... so she died. So no one could adopt my babies. So I had to keep them. And it *really* bothered my boyfriend. And then I woke up.

How morbid and awful right?