Holy fuck my day today sucks. I'm trying to "trust in the lord" and all, but I just don't see how I can get through the day. I want a pack of cigs because I have so much to do. I have class, then therapy, then working out (and no I can't skip that) and then lunch, and a group meeting, mandatory shopping for trial, and then practice til after 11. AND sometime in between a shitton of accounting and finance homework to do, a bit of IS 101; at least there's no management. At least I can figure it out somehow. Maybe I can get some of it done *during* trial. Even though that's slightly illegal. Fuck. Me. In. The. Ass. I hate my life.
I want my cigarettes to reduce this stress just a little. please. boy wouldn't respond to me saying I wanted them last night. I'm like a dollar short to buy the pack I like- the pink ones. Obviously. lol. <3. I don't smoke often, I just... I can't calm down, and if I can't calm down then I can't do anything and that makes the whole cycle that much worse.
*cries*
I am so fucked for the day. Make me better. Please.
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