*sighs*

Class. Once again. 15 minutes into it. I hate how badly I have ADD in this class.

Again, I have nothing of any importance to say. I miss Karissa. I haven’t seen her in for fucking ever. . . which sucks. I don’t want to do all my homework for tomorrow but I know I need to.

I am so excited for Sims 3 to come out. When it does I’m buying a desktop. I want one anyway…but this way I have an excuse. Lolz

I need to call my therapist after class. Which sucks. I don’t really want to because I wanted to think that I was “better” I wanted to think that I no longer had anxiety issues but the way I’m crying myself to sleep at night, the way that the anxiety attacks are back, the way I look at knives, the way I want to be alone because I always fuck things up says differently.

Sarah Palin. *sigh* oh why McCain?

Trial practice starts on Thursday which is fabulous and I’m super excited for it. I have to leave early though, because of poker club. Lame. Lol. I missed trial so much. I don’t know though. My freshman year jrs and srs have all graduated. . . but. . . that means there is no one left on the team I’ve done anything with; definitely a positive.

Fuck, I’m hungry. My blog, I’ve found is basically a stream of consciousness, sorry if that’s annoying to anyone that reads it.

Jeeeeeez I was worried about being pregnant… but the cramps I have are telling me I’m not. Holy shit. Wish I hadn’t taken my midol out of my bookbag. I suppose it’s a good thing though.

Stole this quiz from Karissa… lol

Are you cheating on someone right now? nope! I’m not a cheater. What are you excited for? maybe going home Saturday. What were you doing eight o'clock this morning? starting class If you took a drug test, would you pass it? yes. Do you fall for people easily? far too much so What's your mood? sore and tired Did you enjoy your weekend? oh god yes Do you regret doing something today? waking up ;-) Who is the last person you told a secret to? justin What's irritating you right now? dry eyes Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you? nope Are you going to be home alone tonight? not all night…. Who else is in the room with you? my entire acct 80 class Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? with the boy :) How long can you go without your mobile phone? meh it used to be not long…but I’m kind of growing out of it What are you doing tomorrow? class Ever kissed someone else's boyfriend? yes…that was a bad deal Who was the last person in your room besides family? drew? Could you go out in public looking like you do now? haha am in public Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? at a reasonable level of loud Who were the last 4 texts messages or im's you received from? facebook, bre, bre, drew Next vacation you're going on? uhhhhm idk Do you like scary movies? not at all!! Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about? depends on my mood Plans for the upcoming weekend? maybe going home How many speeding tickets have you gotten? zero When was the last time you swam? 4 months ago Do you keep your closet organized? not really Have you played on the Wii yet? oh yes How many piercings do you have? six How often do you say the F word? all the fucking time Where will you be 2 hours from now? in bed Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a S? yes. definitely