I'm lost. I can't think straight. I just want to run away, I want to collapse. I want my week to be over. I want to run and run and never come back. I love him so much. But I want to run. I want to run so badly; not because I don't want him in my life. He can come with. I just don't want to be at Drake. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of everything.

On a second note, my lovely boyfriend bought me Colbie's new CD at best buy this morning. AND we're going ladies golf club shopping this afternoon. Isn't that exciting? LOL I'm trying so hard to be good at it; he really likes golfing....