Today really sucks. I’m not really certain as to why... but it really sucks. I’m trying to let myself let things fall into place but it’s so damn hard. Drew can’t make me feel better... I can’t think straight... I can’t hardly function. (Disclaimer: am in Geology... I never function well in geology) I can’t hardly think. I want to cry I want to break down and I want to beat the fuck out of something. That sounds like a great time. I want to run away. Please. Let me leave. I just want to get the hell out! I want to cry and not stop. My heart feels broken and nobody’s done anything. I want to just leave. I want to run and never slow down.