thinking about life I guess

Drama. I can't believe I put up with so much of it for so long. I don't care who you date. I don't care where you work. And I don't care who your exes are.

I do care that my friends are treated fairly. I care enough to make friends with who you're dating. And if and when you break up- that doesn't break up any friendships I've formed. You are going to have to deal with that. I care that my friends don't get thrown out of parties with no reason basis for being thrown out. I care when you're having problems. I can be the first person that you go to when you're upset. I will be. I love helping people.

I hate that it gets me down. I hate that I care too much. I hate that you blame the bad events on me after you call me to help you clean them up. They weren't my fault in the first place. I hate that you won't talk to me after all we went through together. I think that it's bullshit.

But, in reality, I'm better off now than I ever was. I'm happy. The time I spend with Drew now isn't spent complaining about your problems. I can deal with my own life. I can take care of myself. I'm much more independent than when you were in my life. He's happier with me than he ever was when you were in my life. I don't miss the drama that you caused. I don't know why I put up with it for so damn long.