05 Dreams

Laying in bed I close my eyes but fail to sleep. the world spins around and there is a cyclone in my brain. Trying to figure out what I want from life and what I need, and how the two things correlate. Adults, especially my parents, seem to think this is an easy decision. However, I disagree to a great extent.
One day I want one thing and the next I want something totally different, how am I supposed to be able to plan my life? I'm still 19... how am I supposed to know what's going to be fulfilling to me forever? That doesn't make any sense.