I'm so upset so conflicted so hurt.
I'm in love with both of them
I don't know that I could marry D
I don't know that I could marry T
I want both of them in my life forever
but i can't do that to either of them
and i can't mold them into one
I can't do that
I want to cry I want to scream
D is here. T is 6 hours away
I don't want to lead them on
but I'm so so so upset
I don't want to decide.