3/5/08

Toxic Friendships

So basically...
I'm reminded time and time again why I don't like girls. They piss my off on a regular basis. None of them have any common sense and I probably shouldn't talk to any of them.
Well okay. That's extreme. There are a few sensible ones...but very very few.

I didn't really have girl friends in high school...just a bunch of guys that I continually hung out with... to the point where I like things most boys do...and not so much girl stuff. I enjoy spending time girls now... I like having girl friends... but seriously... not if they're going to get me in trouble like they do. Not if they're going to continually fuck up. Not if they're not going to learn from their mistakes.

I'm the kind of friend that will be there for a person no questions asked. I'm the kind of friend that people want to have. I don't lie to you and I don't sugarcoat the truth. But I'm not a bitch. I (usually) try to choose my words and I'm a fairly decent person. I expect the same out of my friends. The guys I spend time with...give me that. I mean, I get the occasional..."want to fuck?" But barring that, the guys will listen to me and will spend time with me when I need it... no questions. I do the same for them.

Girls... they come to "need" me... to depend on my kindness to take advantage of the fact that I'm a decent person and someone that will listen and be there for them. They don't return that favor. I can't continually deal with drama after drama after drama, when their not there for me to walk to get food...a 15 minute thing. I put school second for them, something I NEVER should have started doing... and I can't get 15 minutes. That's the biggest load of shit that I have heard in a long time. They nearly cost me the guys that I love more than anything and I couldn't have handled that.

Basically...I think I had the right idea in high school.

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